Looking Back @ the Toronto Blessing

With friends I met in 1996

Twenty-five years ago today, a supernatural move of God began at a church near the Toronto airport. When guest speaker Randy Clark prayed over congregation members that night, they started shaking, hollering, and doing other things religious folk would consider disruptive. However, there were changed lives as a result of what became known as “The Toronto Blessing” (or “The Father’s Blessing” as Pastor John Arnott prefers calling it). Soon people from all over the world flocked to Toronto Airport Vineyard to experience a fresh touch from God.

By 1995, both pastors and lay people from my home church in Minnesota were making pilgrimages to Toronto. One woman who visited there invited a group of us to watch videos of services from Toronto Airport Vineyard. Initially, I wasn’t impressed because the preaching didn’t sound “charismatic” enough. The worship music gradually appealed to me because of its unique passionate sound not often heard in churches back then. 

One September morning, I woke up with a strong prompting to look up Bible verses about how much God loves us. When I called a friend for suggestions, she told me about a special church service happening that afternoon. The main speaker happened to be John Arnott. Guess what the title of his message was? “The Love of God.” After I went forward to receive prayer, a couple approached me and said my life would never be the same.

A few weeks later in November 1995, another friend informed me he had just gotten back from Toronto. He was going there again the following week and suggested I come along. Upon learning Toronto Airport Vineyard was having a Healing School that week, I knew this was my time to go. Despite forgiving those who hurt me in the past, I needed more “spiritual surgery.” During the meetings we attended, I felt unusual things happening in my heart. I enjoyed the presence of God at Toronto Airport Vineyard and desired to go back there again. 

In 1996, the Lord directed me to resign from my job and eventually move to Toronto. I left Minnesota with $120 not knowing where to stay. To make a long story short, I found a house near the church where the owner allowed guests to live there for free. Except for one night, I went to every renewal service at (the renamed) Toronto Airport Christian Fellowship during my two-month stay, wanting to receive as much “soaking prayer” as possible. The prayer team members kept telling me to “quit striving” and just receive. Many times while lying on the floor doing “carpet time”, I felt pains shooting out of my heart. God removed more hurts that I had suffered over the years. 

At the last renewal service I attended in November 1996, I was lying on the carpet and felt something “pop” in my sinuses. Prior to that night, one of my nostrils was always plugged up whenever I breathed through my nose. Because I used to think that was normal, I received a healing in my nasal cavity I didn’t know I needed! 

During the next few years, the Lord sent me to numerous Brownsville Revival meetings in Pensacola, Florida. Their worship leader and the pastor’s wife had experienced the Toronto Blessing just before their revival broke out. Still, I preferred going to Toronto and made two quick trips there in 1999. 

Then in October 2005, I returned to TACF for another season of soaking in the Father’s love. I needed inner healing following a short-lived marriage to a verbally abusive spouse. I also spent time taking the gospel to the streets of Toronto and got to pray with 100 people there to receive salvation. Like the church mission statement says: “That we may walk in God’s love and then give it away” (the above photo has a German translation of that phrase). Before the decade was over, I made three more visits to Toronto.

This week the church that now calls itself Catch the Fire is having a Revival 25 Conference commemorating the silver anniversary of the Toronto Blessing. Critics may continue to fuss about manifestations but no one can convince me this is not of God. There are testimonials from many other people whose lives were changed as a result of visiting this church. One of them is my friend John Scotland who offers this advice: “Don’t look at the suit…examine the fruit.”

“Therefore by their fruits you will know them.” - Matthew 7:20

Rise Up and Walk!

A few years ago in Virginia Beach, Virginia, I attended a conference where Gordon Robertson (one of the hosts of “The 700 Club”) ministered on the importance of intercession and then instructed us to pray for each other.  At one point, a man in a wheelchair named Clay was handed the microphone and gave a few words of knowledge.  Clay called out the names of various diseases and people came forward to receive their healing.  Throughout the service, several people prayed for Clay to be healed from cerebral palsy.  The thought kept going through my mind, “Why won’t he just get up and walk?”

The Lord then instructed me to approach Clay.  After hesitating for a while, I finally went up front and told Clay I had a word for him.  Then I opened my Bible and read from Acts chapter 3 about the lame man at the temple gate…

3 who, seeing Peter and John about to go into the temple, asked for alms.

4 And fixing his eyes on him, with John, Peter said, “Look at us.”

5 So he gave them his attention, expecting to receive something from them.

6 Then Peter said, “Silver and gold I do not have, but what I do have I give you: In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, rise up and walk.”

7 And he took him by the right hand and lifted him up, and immediately his feet and ankle bones received strength.

Three people helped Clay get out of his wheelchair and take a few steps.  Although Clay didn’t walk under his own power, he commented that this was the loosest his muscles ever felt.  When Clay returned to his wheelchair, I shared with him how as a young man Kenneth E. Hagin was healed from a crippling disease.  Kenneth made a decision to believe God’s word, climb out of bed by hanging onto the bedpost, and then walk around in his room before he felt confident enough to go downstairs boldly proclaiming to his relatives that he was healed.

James 2:20 and verse 26 both say, “…faith without works is dead.”  Some healings won’t manifest until sick people take corresponding action to indicate they received the answer.  So if you find yourself in a wheelchair but believe God has healed you, don’t just sit there.  Rise up and walk!

“You see that faith was active along with his works, and faith was completed by his works.” 

- James 2:22